Are you awake?

“Tom, are you asleep?” Jan whispered in the dark.

“Mmmm..” came Tom’s muted reply. He shifted restless in the bed.

Jan had known for a long time that Tom was just as awake as him, the shallow breathing and the shifting in the bed clearly told him so.

“I cannot sleep” Jan whispered.

“Neither can I.” Came Tom’s answer back to him.

“What time is it?” Tom asked out in the darkness.

“Almost three.” Tom’s face showed in the light from his watch as he pressed the light button.

“I keep thinking about the movie.” Jan whispered.

“Me too.”

They had used the opportunity of being alone home to look into Jan’s father’s video stash. They had found an old Danish movie called “You’re not alone”. Not knowing what it was they had put it into the VCR, and with open mouths watched the very Danish movie from the late 70′ies unfold on the TV screen. The movie tells about homosexuality between young boys in a way that would be impossible in the later years. Jan and Tom had no idea that anything like that existed, and watched speechless the tender love between the two main characters develop, with all the trimmings like frontal nudity, making out and the long kissing scene in the end. They were clearly embarrassed by it both, and had difficulties looking into each other eyes the rest of the evening.

They went to bed in Jan’s big double bed, safely on each side with a wide secure expanse between them. Of course modestly dressed in t-shirts and their boxers, they had turned out the light after a short chat, trying both to sleep, a sleep made impossible with the images from the movie clearly on their minds.

“Is that how … you know … homosexuality is?” Jan asked after a quiet minute.

“Yeah, I guess so.” Tom answered.

“But, are boys so young homos?” Jan asked again. “I thought it was grownups that were homosexuals.”

“Na, I think boys can be it too.” Tom answered softly.

They lay both thinking about this.

“But all the kissing,” Jan commented, “why did they kiss so much?”

“I guess it’s nice.”

“Kissing a boy! Euch!” Jan tried to make his voice as gross as he could.

“I don’t know if there is a difference.” Tom answered quietly. “I mean, it’s still mouths and tongues. It must feel the same, even if it is boy boy instead of boy girl.”

“Have you kissed like that?” Jan wanted to know.

“Sure.” Tom answered.

“I mean, with tongues inside and so?”

“Yeah, have you?”

“Not really. Is it nice?”

“Yeah, very. And exciting too!” Tom sounded a bit unsure in his voice now.

“How exciting?” Jan wanted to know.

“Try and find out.”

“No, you tell me!”

“No!”

“Yes you have to! We’re best friends!”

“Ok then.” Tom hesitated. “It’s exciting like … you know … sex like.”

“He?” Jan did not understand.

“Don’t be daft! It’s exciting like when you look at porn!”

“Yeah?” Jan asked mystified. “Like getting hard and so?”

“Yeah, sometimes.”

They lay still in the bed for a minute or so, both lost in their own thoughts.

“But is it exciting like that when a boy kisses a boy?” Jan wanted to know.

“Yeah, it might be.” Tom answered, knowing that he was moving into dangerous grounds.

“How do you know?” Jan broke out. “Have you tried kissing a boy?”

“Yeah.” Tom whispered. “Don’t tell anybody! We’re best friends, remember!”

“Wow! Kissing a boy! Are you a poof? ”

“No! I’m not!” Tom answered back angrily.

“But you’ve stilled kissed a boy that way, French kissing like, with tongue and all?”

“Yes. Please don’t tell anybody!”

“Sure no, I promise, we’re still best friends.” Jan answered him quickly. “But what was it like really? Was it nice?”

“Yeah. Very nice.”

“Was it exciting, like when kissing a girl?” Jan wanted to know.

“Yeah.”

“Did you get hard?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh..” Jan at last stopped. This asked for some thinking.

Some minutes passed in silence, but then Tom broke the ice:

“Do you want to try?”

“Kissing?”

“Yeah.”

“With whom?” Suddenly a light went up in Jan’s mind, “with you?”

“Yeah.”

“I don’t know..”

“Sure, it’s nice, and remember, we’re best friends! Nobody will know.”

“Yeah, that’s right. Ok then, if you promise never to tell anybody!”

“As you will never tell that I’ve kissed boys!” Tom answered.

“Ok then.” But still he hesitated. “But how, how do we, I mean, how is it done?”

“Sit up in the bed, and I will show you.” Tom reassured him.

Jan sat up. He could feel the bed moving a bit while Tom scooted over to him. In the faint light from darkened window, he could just make out Tom’s face. Suddenly he felt Tom take his arms around him, drawing him nearer.

“Come on, hold round me!” Tom whispered.

Jan embraced his best friend with his arm. The warmth from his living body seeped over to him through the thin t-shirt. He felt Tom’s breath on his face before his lips pressed against his mouth. Tom’s lips were warm and dry, then they opened up and he could feel Tom’s tongue probing his closed lips. Tom let go of him and hissed that he should open his mouth. Jan did as told, and Tom’s tongue slid into his mouth. He just managed to think that this was gross, before his mind went blank and his heart missed a beat or two before starting to hammer away in his breast. Tom’s tongue crept in and crept in his mouth, never stopping, and then started to glide around inside him, probing out all crevasses in Jan’s mouth. At the same time Tom’s lips pressed warm and soft against his own. “Oh my God oh my god! What’s happening to me, what is this?” mute thoughts shrieked round in Jan’s head. Tom’s hands caressed his back while his lips and tongue ravaged his own mouth and lips. His body felt on fire, and he could feel that he had sprung a massive hard on, the sweet feelings seeping from his groin out in his body.

Tom let go of him and leaned back. Jan felt like crying, “Don’t stop!” he whispered.

“Did you like it?” Tom grinned to him.

“Yes, yeas! Can we do it more?”

“Sure!” Tom assured him, “but let’s take off these first.” He took hold of Jan’s T-shirt and pulled it off him before taking off his own.

Then he took hold of Jan again and pulled him against him while pressing his open mouth back on Jan’s own. This time the feeling was heightened by feeling Tom’s naked skin against his own. He could feel Tom’s heart hammering under his skin, his chest going up and down with his labored breathing. Tom’s hands kept wandering up and down on Jan’s back, and he reciprocated by caressing Tom’s back. When he felt Tom’s hands down at the lining of his boxer’s before the crept under it, it felt so right, and he wanted Tom to feel how aroused he was. He raised himself up on his knees, pulling Tom with him, without letting go of his hungry mouth. Up on his knees he pressed his groin against Tom, so he could feel his hard on against him. He could hear Tom’s quick intake of air when their hard members touched.

Tom’s hands glided down on his but inside the boxers, and Jan could feel his hands kneading the buns. He did the same on Tom’s behind for a few seconds, before Tom let go of him and whispered hoarsely,

“Let’s take them off!” pulling at the hem of Jan’s boxers.

Jan leaned back and let Tom pull down his underwear. His hard dick slapped against his stomach, and a clear drop slowly glided down from the engorged head. He took hold of Tom’s boxers, and soon he was as naked as Jan, his hard circumcised dick pointing up in the air between them. Tom was a bit bigger than Jan, and he had a small bush on his pubes, where Jan had just a few hairs.

They stood on their knees against each other, silently staring at their best friend’s aroused dick. Then they took hold of each other again and started a new bout with kissing, this time grinding hard dick against hard dick.

Faintly through a haze Jan felt Tom’s hard dick grinding against his stomach. His heart was completely off control, beating hard and irregularly. He broke away from Tom, gasping after air, before sealing his mouth again with his own. The feelings racing through his body were so strong that his knees gave way. Slowly he fell over Tom, forcing him down on the bed on his back with himself on top.

Tom spread his legs and placed his feet on top of Jan’s tights. Jan grinded his crotch against Tom’s and nestled his face on his shoulder. They could feel their stiff dicks gliding beside each other between them. Jan did not know why, but his body automatically started the primeval motion of copulation. His butt went up and down as he pushed his dick back and forth against Tom’s stomach. Tom answered Jan’s movements with his own, forcing his dick back and forth beside Jan’s. Sweat and precum had made their bodies slick and slippery, and their dicks glided effortless between them.

Tom started to moan and sigh, and Jan’s breathing became ragged and shallow. Suddenly Jan’s body tensed up when the strong feelings flowing out of his groin became too strong for him to handle. With a grunt he came hard, his dick spasming and discarding two long ropes of cum on Tom’s stomach.

“Oh, I’m sorry!” he whispered.

“Why sorry?” Tom hissed between his teeth while forcing his hard dick into Jan’s groin.

“Because I messed us up.” Jan whispered back.

“Don’t be sorry, it’s nice. I like it.” Tom stopped talking and drew his breath hard. He closed his eyes tight and Jan could feel spurt after spurt of cum wetting his dick and balls.

Tom’s body relaxed after some time and they lay cuddled together without saying anything for a couple of minutes. They were warm and sweaty, but utter bliss filled their tired bodies.

“That was nice!” Jan whispered in Tom’s ear.

“Yeah, the best ever!” Tom answered.

“Am I a … homosexual now?” Jan wondered.

“No! This means nothing!” Tom assured him. “It’s natural for boys to experiment like this. Don’t worry, you will fuck girls before you know it!”

Just then they could hear the garage door opening, and a car closing in.

“Mom and dad are coming back!” Jan said in an alarmed voice. “We have to clean up!”

He jumped out of bed and rand out to the bathroom. He came back with a towel, cleaning up is own stomach, before throwing the towel to Tom for him to clean up.

“Let’s get under the blanket!” he said while picking up the discarded towel and throwing it in the dirty clothes hamper.

When Jan’s mom looked into them a few minutes later after having knocked on their door, the two boys lay decently on each their side of the bed, under the blankets and with the lights turned off.

“Night boys.” She said softly before closing the door.

“Night mom.” Came Jan’s answer.

Both being tired, they soon fell asleep, dreaming of hard dicks and cumming in their friends hands.

During the night they more or less conscious drifted to the middle of the bed, cuddling together. And that’s how Jan’s mother found them in the morning when she came to tell them the breakfast was ready. The blanked had slipped off them. She could not help it but had to steal a look at the two naked pubescent boys, lying close together, her son spooning himself closely against his friends backside, with his hand wrapped around Toms morning hard dick. She backed out of the room tying not to make a sound, and closed the door quietly. She went down to the kitchen and told Jan’s father that it was better that he woke them up, and that he better make some noise going up the stairs. He looked puzzled at her before smiling knowingly and running noisily up the stairs. But with his dad safely out of the kitchen, Jan’s mom could not help it. Her hand crept down to her crotch, starting to caress herself. The sight of the two naked boys, and Tom’s hard dick, had woken feelings in her that was too strong to ignore.

Jan’s father knocked on the door and waited a few seconds before opening it. In the bed two flustered boys tried their best to cower their naked bodies with the blankets. Tom was beet red in his face.

“Ok boys, time for breakfast!” he made as there was nothing to notice. “See you downstairs in a minute, right?” He managed to slap his son at a naked bum before running out of the room, Jan’s pillow was splitting the air behind him and crashed into the door. The boys heard his laughter down the stairs while struggling to get up of the bed.

The breakfast was eaten in a merry mood. Jan’s parents were happy and glad, and their good humor made the meal a funny and nice meal. But when Jan’s mother had finished her breakfast and gone out in the garden, his father said:

“I saw you had fun last night, boys.”

“What do you mean?” Jan stammered blushing deep red.

“I saw that you had found my old movie `You Are Not Alone.’ Did you like it?”

“Oh.” Was all Jan could manage. Tom stared down in his plate.

“No problem boys! It’s a nice movie. I guess I was your age when I watched it the first time.”

“Really?” Tom looked up at him.

“Yeah, and I thought it was really hot!” Jan’s father grinned. “I heard mother say that it seemed like the movie inspired you, right?”

The tomato on Tom’s slice of bread paled in compared with Tom’s face.

“Dad! You embarrass my friend!” Jan’s eyes shot hard look to his father.

“Sorry Tom, I did not mean to!” Jan’s father suddenly became serious. “But honest boys, you don’t have to be embarrassed, whatever you did in bed last night.”

“Dad!” shot Jan’s angry voice back to him.

“But Jan, I mean it. Whatever you do, it’s ok as long as you do not inflict pain or do something the other part doesn’t want to. You can be sure I did those kind of things the movie tells about when I was a boy. I remember I had some really nice times.” Jan’s father smiled to himself.

“Really?” Tom looked at him with big eyes. “I mean, like, with other boys?”

“Yeah, sure. All boys do.” Came Jan’s father’s easy answer. “Now boys, if you will excuse me, I have work to do.”

Jan’s father left the table, and the two boys sat behind looking like two big question marks. But just before going out of the room he turned back to them and said:

“Do what you feel like, but do it in Jan’s room, and remember to lock the door!” He winked to them and went out.

“Puh! Your dad is cool!” Tom looked envious at Jan.

“I don’t know, he’s a bit too much sometime!” Jan grinned back at his friend. “Did the see us naked together in the bed, you think?”

“Not your dad, but I think your mom was in our room before we really woke up.”

“Oh.” Was Jan’s answer. “And where did I have my hand then?”

“Right on my pecker!” Tom broke out in a shrill laughter.

“Oh God! You think she saw that?” Jan shut his eyes in frustration,

“Don’t know really, and it was my pecker!” Tom’s face had lost the smile.

“Talking about peckers,” Jan whispered. “Feel me up!” He took hold of Tom’s hand and put it in his lap.

“Wow! You’re hard!” Tom exclaimed.

“Mmmmm…”

“Want to do something about it?”

“Mmmmm… Let’s go to my room!” Jan rose and started up the stairs. Tom followed him closely.

This time they locked the door. Soon they were naked together on the bed. Jan pushed Tom down on his back and lay down on the bed beside him. He took hold of Tom’s already very hard dick.

“It’s so hard!” He pulled down the foreskin.

“Mmmm, that’s nice!” Tom purred as Jan started slowly to wank him.

“Tell me about the first time you kissed a boy.” Jan said after a quiet moment.

“I don’t want to talk about it.” Was Tom’s short answer. Jan did not take in the warning hidden in Tom’s short answer, and asked again, “Come on, tell me about it, we’re best friends, right?”

“Never again ask me about that!” Tom cried back to him.

“Sorry. I didn’t mean to pry into your affairs. Just forget I asked!” Jan very quickly replied, taken back of Tom’s violent reaction to his innocent question.

But his question had cast a shadow over them. It was clear for Jan that he had touched on something that was not very easy for Tom to tackle. He decided to let it be, believing that they would have enough time to talk that out between them.

To make things very clear to Jan, Tom turned his back to Jan. The move made Jan loose his hold of Tom’s dick, but instead he had his firm bubble but to watch, and he could feel the blood flowing to his dick and the good feelings radiating from the dick head.

———-

This is of course pure fantasy from my part, but I will be the last to claim that nothing like this ever happens, as something like this happened to me when I was at that age.

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